I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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3256 | 2020-02-29 09:47:44 | 141.97 | 98% |
1306 | 2020-01-02 20:55:43 | 144.13 | 98% |
417 | 2017-08-07 14:22:47 | 120.58 | 96% |