I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 80195 | 2020-08-22 05:20:11 | 119.17 | 97% |
| 73185 | 2020-05-08 12:15:34 | 98.31 | 97% |
| 58305 | 2020-02-06 22:57:06 | 102.29 | 97% |
| 52139 | 2020-01-13 19:51:01 | 96.70 | 97% |
| 35569 | 2019-07-27 06:22:56 | 102.00 | 97% |
| 24704 | 2018-12-10 23:46:30 | 104.12 | 97% |
| 23267 | 2018-11-16 00:34:09 | 88.24 | 95% |
| 23206 | 2018-11-15 03:23:39 | 100.07 | 95% |
| 16518 | 2018-09-10 00:37:07 | 105.32 | 97% |
| 15974 | 2018-09-01 07:17:43 | 90.61 | 97% |
| 15918 | 2018-09-01 05:33:34 | 86.90 | 97% |
| 15917 | 2018-09-01 05:31:47 | 75.27 | 96% |
| 14390 | 2018-08-07 05:01:58 | 98.81 | 97% |
| 8383 | 2018-06-03 04:16:49 | 94.38 | 97% |
| 8148 | 2018-05-21 11:49:19 | 78.11 | 95% |
| 7051 | 2018-03-10 04:17:16 | 81.89 | 96% |
| 3223 | 2018-01-06 23:40:57 | 79.49 | 96% |