I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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10054 | 2019-07-01 19:57:53 | 141.98 | 98% |
9835 | 2019-06-24 02:10:34 | 138.51 | 98% |
9610 | 2018-12-31 05:41:04 | 140.34 | 98% |