I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3079 | 2017-08-08 16:20:18 | 126.62 | 98% |
| 3007 | 2017-06-30 10:43:13 | 142.92 | 98% |