I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 103360 | 2020-11-23 21:29:26 | 126.90 | 97.6% |
| 88735 | 2020-07-20 18:09:28 | 142.09 | 98.7% |
| 87494 | 2020-07-11 14:54:24 | 143.53 | 98% |
| 86395 | 2020-06-30 19:33:32 | 123.70 | 98.4% |
| 86129 | 2020-06-28 20:03:24 | 123.28 | 96.7% |
| 85970 | 2020-06-27 21:33:16 | 128.17 | 97.9% |
| 73929 | 2020-03-20 15:24:36 | 119.40 | 95.7% |
| 60861 | 2020-01-21 22:21:23 | 105.49 | 95.8% |
| 60840 | 2020-01-21 19:57:48 | 134.19 | 98.4% |
| 60216 | 2020-01-19 21:29:39 | 133.22 | 98.4% |
| 56967 | 2020-01-05 23:16:46 | 108.62 | 97.6% |
| 52151 | 2019-12-09 01:24:07 | 122.40 | 98.1% |
| 41127 | 2019-10-11 20:38:23 | 136.46 | 98.7% |
| 33951 | 2019-08-19 15:51:46 | 128.56 | 98.4% |
| 26994 | 2019-06-18 20:57:00 | 109.75 | 97% |
| 17771 | 2019-04-09 05:10:39 | 103.57 | 96.4% |
| 10011 | 2019-02-21 22:16:17 | 130.72 | 99% |
| 9992 | 2019-02-21 21:12:04 | 109.18 | 96.6% |
| 7574 | 2019-02-05 17:55:09 | 94.74 | 97% |
| 3327 | 2019-01-13 22:28:02 | 130.88 | 99.6% |