I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 808 | 2020-05-04 13:11:59 | 86.65 | 97% |
| 235 | 2020-05-03 04:22:05 | 79.24 | 97% |