I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 13802 | 2020-12-16 13:45:15 | 63.10 | 95% |
| 7312 | 2020-09-15 16:08:02 | 59.74 | 94% |