I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 90045 | 2020-11-22 11:24:12 | 124.54 | 99% |
| 89029 | 2020-10-25 10:01:02 | 112.78 | 98% |
| 88603 | 2020-10-11 09:43:25 | 118.35 | 99% |
| 87450 | 2020-09-10 10:32:13 | 98.33 | 96% |
| 79873 | 2020-01-14 01:45:45 | 117.24 | 98% |
| 59465 | 2018-12-02 08:51:41 | 111.55 | 97% |
| 59464 | 2018-12-02 08:51:02 | 113.60 | 99% |
| 55864 | 2018-09-14 02:51:03 | 117.89 | 98% |
| 53438 | 2018-08-13 07:16:41 | 112.96 | 99% |
| 49646 | 2018-04-13 06:39:52 | 95.26 | 96% |
| 49406 | 2018-04-02 08:22:14 | 107.47 | 99% |
| 44560 | 2017-12-11 02:56:00 | 103.13 | 97% |
| 32934 | 2017-07-09 05:34:00 | 101.19 | 98% |