I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5313 | 2019-06-24 21:27:44 | 78.15 | 95% |
| 3984 | 2019-03-26 15:28:58 | 79.15 | 96% |