I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2379 | 2019-11-18 08:26:26 | 70.36 | 97% |
| 1076 | 2018-05-08 11:41:48 | 65.88 | 97% |