I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 27559 | 2022-09-27 21:18:43 | 140.67 | 97% |
| 4033 | 2020-11-18 21:44:41 | 129.25 | 98% |
| 3822 | 2020-11-17 00:50:18 | 139.03 | 99% |