I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1979 | 2019-08-13 05:14:57 | 86.14 | 99% |
| 142 | 2018-11-02 05:20:15 | 59.45 | 97% |