I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4163 | 2020-11-29 12:05:20 | 146.04 | 99% |
| 2646 | 2020-10-30 22:39:17 | 132.88 | 99% |