I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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2738 | 2018-09-14 15:21:12 | 52.61 | 95% |
731 | 2018-05-21 21:35:41 | 39.61 | 96% |