I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 23793 | 2020-02-17 08:21:27 | 99.81 | 97% |
| 22658 | 2020-01-16 03:29:53 | 105.47 | 97% |
| 21448 | 2019-12-29 18:44:23 | 117.15 | 98% |
| 14441 | 2019-07-08 13:39:28 | 109.80 | 97% |
| 13193 | 2019-06-20 03:43:00 | 98.97 | 97% |
| 13078 | 2019-06-18 04:39:21 | 106.20 | 97% |
| 12358 | 2019-06-04 14:31:39 | 95.67 | 97% |
| 10272 | 2019-02-03 11:03:41 | 89.38 | 98% |
| 8425 | 2018-11-03 18:15:05 | 111.47 | 99% |
| 4320 | 2018-08-13 07:16:40 | 115.74 | 99% |
| 3483 | 2018-06-10 19:12:35 | 95.93 | 98% |
| 3421 | 2018-06-08 08:04:20 | 92.84 | 98% |