I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 37859 | 2020-11-25 00:26:48 | 127.88 | 98% |
| 33223 | 2020-07-18 20:15:40 | 117.31 | 98% |
| 28763 | 2020-05-04 22:55:53 | 132.01 | 100% |
| 26391 | 2020-03-01 22:40:24 | 128.33 | 99% |
| 23556 | 2019-12-15 22:01:55 | 120.20 | 99% |
| 21195 | 2019-10-08 18:01:18 | 116.44 | 100% |
| 18902 | 2019-07-18 21:55:20 | 124.66 | 99% |
| 18489 | 2019-07-09 02:32:02 | 127.59 | 98% |
| 16725 | 2019-05-25 19:42:13 | 121.33 | 99% |
| 1991 | 2018-03-21 05:29:40 | 96.07 | 97% |