I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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26464 | 2020-10-26 18:46:50 | 165.53 | 98% |
13283 | 2019-02-09 22:03:10 | 142.61 | 98% |
9858 | 2019-01-17 01:29:29 | 158.68 | 99% |
3600 | 2018-05-07 09:23:08 | 176.18 | 100% |