I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 398 | 2020-10-07 21:54:03 | 74.06 | 95% |
| 159 | 2017-09-26 00:32:59 | 74.89 | 95% |