I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 670 | 2017-08-01 06:51:30 | 54.91 | 95% |
| 501 | 2017-07-25 10:41:14 | 49.70 | 94% |