I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1266 | 2019-01-11 18:07:43 | 78.14 | 99% |
| 310 | 2018-12-22 14:07:12 | 84.25 | 98% |