I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 887 | 2018-10-30 19:37:15 | 42.56 | 95% |
| 457 | 2018-10-17 16:31:49 | 32.55 | 96% |