I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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3139 | 2020-10-30 05:37:03 | 99.53 | 94% |
2110 | 2020-06-07 00:26:18 | 91.51 | 98% |