I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8475 | 2019-03-11 01:23:43 | 85.01 | 98% |
| 3881 | 2018-06-01 05:45:20 | 85.86 | 98% |