I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6191 | 2018-12-10 02:10:10 | 94.75 | 97% |
| 4762 | 2018-11-06 14:41:14 | 89.64 | 98% |