I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4574 | 2019-11-17 16:02:33 | 107.77 | 97% |
| 1396 | 2017-07-08 04:50:45 | 77.01 | 96% |