I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1930 | 2020-04-08 07:40:25 | 74.25 | 96% |
| 1498 | 2020-03-19 03:30:36 | 89.95 | 97% |