I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 2921 | 2019-10-21 17:34:35 | 95.20 | 98% |
| 1977 | 2019-08-25 05:16:38 | 92.26 | 97% |