I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8944 | 2020-11-04 10:17:57 | 78.20 | 98% |
| 5897 | 2020-08-31 12:06:21 | 67.58 | 98% |