I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 8688 | 2020-11-18 09:51:53 | 68.82 | 98% |
| 7388 | 2020-11-04 05:38:59 | 58.20 | 98% |