I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3194 | 2018-04-10 18:08:12 | 30.38 | 95% |
| 2051 | 2018-04-03 22:57:18 | 25.65 | 95% |