I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
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5791 | 2019-03-04 18:26:12 | 77.21 | 98% |
5290 | 2018-12-13 12:11:47 | 76.20 | 96% |
2621 | 2017-07-23 06:05:37 | 63.04 | 95% |