I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 565 | 2020-09-25 04:29:20 | 45.96 | 94% |
| 435 | 2019-04-19 03:32:48 | 55.94 | 94% |