I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1621 | 2019-11-11 20:34:36 | 92.43 | 97% |
| 585 | 2018-10-05 01:33:30 | 87.53 | 97% |