I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5835 | 2018-05-24 13:34:44 | 89.73 | 96% |
| 3222 | 2017-07-21 03:48:58 | 101.09 | 97% |