I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 59585 | 2020-08-10 10:21:42 | 114.96 | 96% |
| 52287 | 2020-07-01 22:21:30 | 134.04 | 98% |
| 43784 | 2020-05-19 03:03:23 | 115.31 | 97% |
| 43728 | 2020-05-18 23:45:17 | 128.12 | 98% |
| 37372 | 2020-04-16 03:56:12 | 97.89 | 97% |
| 37116 | 2020-04-14 22:49:38 | 127.54 | 98% |
| 30585 | 2020-02-29 09:47:48 | 121.16 | 98% |
| 24338 | 2019-12-14 11:42:03 | 123.14 | 98% |
| 19346 | 2019-10-29 12:06:02 | 132.59 | 99% |
| 19048 | 2019-10-28 07:13:49 | 81.66 | 97% |
| 17151 | 2019-09-24 12:49:13 | 103.31 | 97% |
| 16998 | 2019-09-22 03:38:38 | 133.77 | 99% |
| 12774 | 2019-08-03 09:00:39 | 90.70 | 98% |
| 9396 | 2019-05-28 15:04:21 | 108.75 | 97% |
| 7810 | 2019-05-04 03:14:54 | 107.22 | 97% |
| 5466 | 2019-04-07 06:01:58 | 99.41 | 97% |
| 3075 | 2019-01-05 09:55:35 | 71.94 | 98% |
| 2962 | 2019-01-02 12:50:43 | 95.04 | 98% |
| 2759 | 2018-12-31 13:57:10 | 92.02 | 97% |
| 893 | 2018-11-27 13:38:20 | 84.95 | 97% |