I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 550 | 2018-10-14 01:09:49 | 45.28 | 93% |
| 75 | 2018-02-03 04:16:20 | 29.24 | 89% |