I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3088 | 2020-12-08 06:45:18 | 66.58 | 97% |
| 522 | 2020-09-25 03:50:10 | 67.17 | 98% |