I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 262 | 2018-08-25 14:06:28 | 87.59 | 97% |
| 34 | 2018-08-03 03:37:15 | 72.71 | 95% |