I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 729 | 2017-08-27 22:39:18 | 72.80 | 95% |
| 502 | 2017-07-19 13:19:23 | 61.99 | 95% |