R (alerd)

Race #946

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Official speed 62.86 wpm (53.64 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start January 9, 2019 2:21:12pm UTC
Race Finish January 9, 2019 2:22:06pm UTC
Outcome No win (3 of 5)
Opponents 1. primarch (77.80 wpm)
Accuracy 96.0%
Points 53.43
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.