argyrw not steno real wpm (argyrwnt)

Race #40825

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Official speed 74.76 wpm (45.10 seconds elapsed during race)
Race Start August 12, 2018 7:58:37am UTC
Race Finish August 12, 2018 7:59:22am UTC
Outcome Win (1 of 5)
Opponents 3. hemantyagi (58.50 wpm)
4. xisnyang (56.60 wpm)
Accuracy 99.0%
Points 63.55
Text #3810053 (Length: 281 characters)

I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.