I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 14102 | 2020-08-12 02:14:57 | 169.04 | 99% |
| 14101 | 2020-08-12 02:14:09 | 133.94 | 96% |