I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 3321 | 2019-05-15 10:47:13 | 68.36 | 98% |
| 224 | 2018-09-26 21:28:30 | 50.89 | 97% |