I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 4538 | 2019-04-23 09:23:07 | 73.96 | 95% |
| 2232 | 2018-12-12 00:12:20 | 75.74 | 96% |