I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 68332 | 2020-12-02 01:31:01 | 120.76 | 100% |
| 67436 | 2020-10-26 20:35:06 | 124.44 | 99% |
| 61086 | 2020-02-13 23:12:21 | 121.40 | 98% |
| 59995 | 2019-12-18 20:44:51 | 115.94 | 99% |
| 57538 | 2019-10-15 20:57:22 | 114.42 | 98% |
| 50896 | 2019-05-07 01:49:04 | 112.84 | 99% |
| 47531 | 2019-03-30 01:52:30 | 112.31 | 98% |
| 46646 | 2019-03-20 18:31:00 | 107.82 | 97% |
| 45473 | 2019-03-02 00:11:09 | 115.43 | 99% |
| 42746 | 2019-01-16 01:21:21 | 110.59 | 99% |
| 41675 | 2019-01-06 00:50:47 | 107.43 | 98% |
| 38203 | 2018-11-15 01:26:41 | 105.98 | 98% |
| 35754 | 2018-10-18 23:56:47 | 108.71 | 98% |
| 32640 | 2018-09-15 01:05:56 | 105.45 | 99% |
| 28978 | 2018-08-03 16:17:24 | 110.56 | 99% |
| 25428 | 2018-06-15 02:24:10 | 114.51 | 99% |
| 24559 | 2018-05-25 00:36:37 | 108.50 | 98% |
| 22869 | 2018-04-28 00:50:23 | 110.19 | 99% |
| 21286 | 2018-04-06 00:58:23 | 92.38 | 97% |
| 16444 | 2018-02-07 00:53:26 | 104.77 | 99% |
| 8983 | 2017-07-31 17:42:04 | 109.46 | 99% |
| 8810 | 2017-07-30 00:39:46 | 96.35 | 97% |
| 8601 | 2017-07-26 20:52:11 | 100.07 | 97% |
| 7575 | 2017-07-01 01:17:24 | 91.30 | 98% |