I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 6515 | 2018-10-15 21:26:41 | 150.22 | 99% |
| 4847 | 2018-09-21 06:59:43 | 117.79 | 96% |