I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 5043 | 2020-12-13 05:53:25 | 80.06 | 96% |
| 3049 | 2019-10-13 05:21:51 | 79.67 | 97% |
| 687 | 2019-02-17 02:05:46 | 52.41 | 94% |