I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 849 | 2018-05-22 12:59:40 | 63.30 | 98% |
| 828 | 2018-05-21 03:56:22 | 56.93 | 96% |