I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 13416 | 2020-10-11 09:43:40 | 78.87 | 96% |
| 10227 | 2020-04-12 08:26:11 | 79.18 | 95% |
| 700 | 2017-07-11 03:46:11 | 39.77 | 94% |