I felt despair. The word's overused and banalified now, despair, but it's a serious word, and I'm using it seriously. For me it denotes a simple admixture - a weird yearning for death combined with a crushing sense of my own smallness and futility that presents as a fear of death.
| Game | Time | WPM | Accuracy |
|---|---|---|---|
| 9251 | 2023-05-12 15:01:37 | 175.83 | 99% |
| 1089 | 2018-01-15 23:13:31 | 130.87 | 97% |